I want to share a short experience. Some time ago, I found myself feeling stressed — not because of my own life, but because of others. People close to me were going through difficult spiritual processes, and although I tried to stay grounded, a subtle fear for them kept creeping in. I couldn't understand why everything couldn't just be beautiful and harmonious for everyone. And while one part of me knew why struggle is sometimes necessary, another part still got pulled into worry.
So I asked my husband to help arrange a session for us with Papa, a spiritual healer. I felt like I had already processed and accepted a lot of this — but this specific fear for others still lingered.
We scheduled the session. But it wasn’t until a week later.
In the meantime, St. John's Day came around, and part of the celebration included a small task: to talk with a stranger about your biggest current fear. I ended up sharing about this fear for others once again.
That night, we got home early, and I was able to sleep well. Around 3 a.m., I half-woke up and had a vivid vision.
In it, I saw my friend Ieva opening a letter from Papa and reading it. Then the scene shifted — it felt like a session with him, his voice gently guiding me through an inner process.
He asked:
“Remember all the times you worried about other people… How did you feel?”
“Stressed,” I answered. “But it didn’t help them.”
“Did those people fare better because of your worrying?”
“No… most of the time, they didn’t even ask for help. So I couldn’t help at all.”
“And when they do ask?”
“Then I can help.”
“Exactly,” he said. “You can only help when you are asked to. Until then, by worrying, you only create negative scenarios for them. Worry doesn’t help — it can even harm. So instead of worrying, hold a vision of light. Imagine things getting easier, lighter, freer for them. And most importantly — no doubt. No hesitation. Trust in the reality you’re co-creating for those around you.”
When I woke up, I felt completely free. Light. Clear.
That weight I had been carrying was gone — and I no longer felt the need for that upcoming session at all.
6/24/2019